nothing ever changes.

i could sing of the days we spent in the ocean,
tell you about the nights
that i lived in the sea,
but that was so long ago,
it would change nothing now.

you will not listen to the change
you need to be,
if i make my life alone,
would you ever feel lonely?

do you know how to say you're sorry,
change your future,
change your life.

i know i'm on my own,
but i know i can treat me
better than you.

ramble ramble.

and then-
i woke up.

i found it was not the world i thought i'd made,
the people were not the same people.
nothing was the same.

somedays my dreams were too heavy
to hold, and i set them free.
now i see, a mistake.
my dreams are not for the world,
for the world fears what it does not know.

the world does not know me.

when i woke,
i saw everything as you do,
full of chaos,
lonely.
nobody knew.

and so, freshly woken,
i sent you out,
to let them know,
but i forget sometimes,
the people don't listen as well as i do.

so, they still don't know.

through with you.

these clouds are new-
darkly.
they roll in, reminding you of something you forgot.
dangerous, a past life.

those times you forgot,
you left your heart alone
and it beat so fast
faster than the clouds,
not that you would worry,
it wouldn't worry you.

a life alone is all you ever wanted
but i needed more.
you thought you weren't enough,
maybe your mother was right,
you were never enough
for anyone.

ride home on the winds,
sick clouds.
alone,
you will find yourself.

this ain't the half of it.

you are living someone else's life.