3.23.2009

[uhb-skyoor]




Obscure. -adjective
1. indistinct to the sight or any other sense; not readily seen, heard, etc.; faint.
2. inconspicuous or unnoticeable: the obscure beginnings of a great movement.


this is a thought that feeds on my mind,
creeps over the
thoughts i'm told matter most.

sometimes it gets to be too much,
and i stop,
and the thought comes
"This is not my mind."

this is hidden, it is obscure,
these thoughts are inconspicuous
(or unnoticeable) even to me.

they are notes in a melody,
ones you do not notice
until they disappear.

this is the way it's always been,
the way it always will be.

i cannot see it,
i cannot hear it,
but these thoughts,
in the mind that is not my own,
they make room
for the mistakes.

and yet,
it continues to hide in the
shadows,
behind the lights.

soon now,
i will let it know.
these mistakes are not my own.

2 comments:

julia said...

"they are notes in a melody,
ones you do not notice
until they disappear."

beautiful. i love this.

paperarcade said...

why thankyou ^_^
i appreciate your honesty.